The muses of Mrs. Jenkins

April 10, 2010

Writer's Block: Turn and face the strain
tiggy162004
What is the biggest major life change you've made in the past five years? Do you think it was positive, negative, or neutral?

The biggest life changing event in my life in the past year is my relationship. Even though Andrew and I just got married it has been the biggest thing in my life. I was in a relationship that was going no where for almost 4 years and then that whole thing fell apart. I did my best to keep from completely falling apart and happened to find my soul mate. We knew from the start that marriage is what we wanted so we worked towards it. We were planning a wedding 3 months into our relationship and married a year after that. I wouldn't change a bit about it. Even if we have had the roughest year I know he is with me through it all.  Now I can honestly say I am quite happy to be Mrs. Andrew Jenkins for the rest of my life.

Writer's Block: Toy story
tiggy162004
What was your favorite toy when you were a child? Do you still have it? What did it mean to you?
My favorite toy as a child was this yellow stuffed rabbit that I got my first Easter. It was as big as I was as an infant. I wish I still had it but sadly I lost it when I was younger. It actually meant the whole world to me since it was from a happier time in my life.

Run run
tiggy162004
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tamara
2. Tizzle
3. Tam

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Tiggy162004
2. Goodygirl_162004
3. HufflepuffHanna

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. how completely trusting I am
2. my eyes
3. my strength

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my weight
2. my low self esteem
3. the heart break i cause

THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU HAD RIGHT NOW:
1. a family
2. Andrew
3. My Christmas presents

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. failing this marriage before it starts
2. letting Andrew down
3. Not having a good relationship with his mother

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. my phone
2. my ring
3. a soft kitten to sleep with

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my engagement ring
2. a gray sweater
3. A pair of sleep pants

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:
1. Brad Paisley
2. Jesse McCarthey
3. Amy Grant

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Then"
2. "Breath of Heaven"
3. "At The Beginning"

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY OR EXPERIENCE IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. living with Andrew full time
2. going fishing
3. Starting a family

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Somebody to just know what is bothering me
2. A person to hug me no matter what.
3. being able to talk with your eyes

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. My friends sold me to my history teacher for a better grade in class
2. i have had sex in the back seat of a cop car
3. i got a hickey the size of a fist on my chest.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. ears
3. hair

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. give up on relationships
2. work through the issues with my family
3. give up on life

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleeping
2. singing
3. volunteering with little kids

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. at my new home with Andrew
2. Have him holding me
3. be making Christmas dinner this year

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. preschool teacher
2. a high school English teacher
3. Stay at home Mommy

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Europe
2. Colorado
3. Florida

THREE KIDS/PETS NAMES
1. Hannah
2. Damian
3. Adriana

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. have a family
3. adopt a kid

Todays word is Fun
tiggy162004
Its been a decent day and yet sort of lonely. I am home today which doesn't make me a very happy camper. I would rather be in Tucson with Andrew sleeping in our bed than in my bed at home. Sure I miss my cats when I am away but its more of a home up there than its been here in a long time. Its weird not feeling that I am at home when I am away from him now. Its never been this way. I have always known who I am and what I stand for. Now its like I don't have a clue who I am. Yesterday Andrew told me that I had to stop taking such good care of him because he was going to get use to me taking such great care of him. I have never had somebody tell me that I am taking to good of care of them. I wish I had the chance to take care of him everyday. That would be what truly makes me happy. That is even more scarier because I will be totally dependent on his happiness to make mine possible. Is that even a way to live my life? That might just put me in a very difficult position with making a happy family and life. Yet it is what I want most in life.

Christmas bells are ringing
tiggy162004
Is it sad that all i truly want for Christmas is to spend it with Andrew. He was on the phone with his mom on Sunday night and was trying to give her ideas of what to get me for Christmas except I haven't told him a thing that I want this year. I finally just told him that I don't want a thing for Christmas which should make him happy because I am getting everything I could ever want. It made him sad that I didn't want a thing for Christmas. The truth is this will be my first Christmas in a long time that I will be somewhere that I am truly wanted.

New Friend
tiggy162004
So I just got myself a new baby bunny who shall be referred to as Carmel because she is just so brown and cute. I put her in the backyard to just chill out and figure things out. Flirt was all the way in the corner of the yard and i put her on the other side just so she wouldn't feel an intruder but she knew exactly when Carmel was put down and hopped that furry little butt on over towards us and proceeded to love and kiss Carmel then do some humping. I finally had to put Carmel in a cage because I am not sure Flirt will behave when she doesn't have me around. Now when i went outside a few mintues ago. I found little Flirt sitting by the cage just chilling and wanting to play with the baby.  

Wii Animal Crossing City Folks
tiggy162004
My character's name is Tizzle, and the town name is Herford.

Friend Code: 5026-7955-7930


Native fruit is Oranges.

I have Wii Speak.

[ This space reserved for future Wifi rules or whatever. ]

It's too early to be very picky, just be polite in all the standard ways. :)

New family member
tiggy162004
I just recently got a new addition to the family and am having a very hard time picking a name for this cute little bundle. She is approximately 4 months old and soft as a baby. She is very into everything I do and has to be all over everything I touch. We are learning to get along pretty good and was very timid when she was with her brothers.

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Day 2
tiggy162004
It is a sims waiting. I scared the ups man and the mail man because i have been waiting for this game since Monday it is now Wensday i am growing impatient waiting for it now.

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tiggy162004


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